Happiest Place on Earth

Happiest Place on Earth

Sunday, September 8, 2013

There Are Things I Should Say…



… but I’m finding that I can’t seem to get the words out.  If you know me, that’s saying something in and of itself!

Mostly, I am overwhelmed.  I am overwhelmed at God’s goodness.  For anyone who does not yet know, Phil accepted an associate pastor position, this past weekend, and we are headed “home”.   

Almost 12 years ago, we knelt at an altar with Seth (age 1) and Grace (age 2 weeks) and were sent out from our home church on an incredible journey that has led us many places and allowed us to meet many people.  I don’t regret one moment of it.  On Sunday morning, we knelt at an altar with Seth and Grace (Caleb, Ian, and Miah had already headed to children’s church) and were welcomed in to our new church family, and we are ready to start the next adventure.

For the temporary, foreseeable future, we are even going to be living back “home” at the campgrounds where Phil and I met… were called to ministry… were engaged… bought our first home… and brought our first two babies home from the hospital.  I am really capable of crying (happy tears) like a baby, myself, over this.  I know this, because it just might have happened…

Adequate words…  I just can’t seem to form them, but let me share this.  Grace and I wrote a song, together, this summer.  The lyrics are mine, but she brought it to life with music.  This is about as close as I can get to what I really want to say:

This is Grace:

There is nothing I would rather be than yours
Filled with passion
Speaking only truth
Yet I’ve run scared
So unprepared
And the journey
Sometimes it’s just too much for me
Perplexed I cannot see

It’s easy to get distracted
In the wind, in the rain, in the fire, the storm
And often I’ve over-reacted
This life lived so loudly the whisper you’ve formed
Has been lost - in the noise

I’m getting what I don’t deserve
Your mercy’s clear at every turn
It’s something I could never earn
This is grace
Oh, your grace is amazing

Going back the way I came seems so unclear
But I know you
And I trust in you
I won’t be scared
You are prepared
And the journey
Sometimes it’s just too much for me
But it’s never too much for you
Mystified I cannot see
But you can always see
And you lead me

It’s easy to get distracted
In the wind, in the rain, in the fire, the storm
And often I’ve over-reacted
This life lived so loudly the whisper you’ve formed
Has been lost - in the noise

I’m getting what I don’t deserve
Your mercy’s clear at every turn
It’s something I could never earn
This is grace
Oh, your grace is amazing

© Lisa and Grace Michaels 2013

L.

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